I have, I think ... a unique relationship with organized religion.
I was raised in the Catholic Church. I was taught from an early age that only Catholics go to heaven. Other beliefs, even Christian beliefs, were bound for Hell.
I was groomed from a very early age for the priesthood. And, I was so into it. I studied, everything. Not just religious dogma, but everything. I devoured science, and mythology, and literature, and human anatomy and physiology.
I also studied religion, according to the Vatican. Read the bible several times, and the writings of the disciples.
Was an alter boy for three years, knew all the masses in Latin.
When I was 14 it was time to make a decision as to recommendation to seminary. After reviews, and interviews it was determined that I was 'unsuitable for Seminary training, due to a lack of faith.'
Lack of faith. Lack of faith.
Well, it kept rattling around in my head. "Lack of faith".
WTF does that even mean?
I finally came to the conclusion that it meant that I asked too many questions. And, why did I have questions? Because I also studied science, and math, and history, and ... and ... I asked questions. I tried to make them ALL WORK together.
To a 15 year old ... they should ... right?
And THAT, was just the first 1.5 decades of my life.
Yea ... I'm gonna burn in Hell.
LoL
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