half of it's that humidity.
that other half would be me/stress, i suppose, & my fretful nature, plus my kitties jumping onto me @ 4:00am, & that i'm often in a state of hypervigilance. i lay, calm & drowsy. 'till i remember my dishes aren't clean, yet. 1 of 400 of them. so i wash a pan.
i return to near-snooze, a sedative or 2 later, then, i toss & turn. then i hafta look into my tub situation-- seeing as to how i now hafta check into that, to see if i took its drain is in order. i already knew that was. then i hafta see if my cell's ring-tone is on, loudly enough. not toooooo loud, tho. then i look @ my other phone, to see that its ring-tone is not on, so as to avoid others calling me.
then i fret if tig & bab have enough treats & 'at. so i look & see.
i see why i imbibe so often.
that other half would be me/stress, i suppose, & my fretful nature, plus my kitties jumping onto me @ 4:00am, & that i'm often in a state of hypervigilance. i lay, calm & drowsy. 'till i remember my dishes aren't clean, yet. 1 of 400 of them. so i wash a pan.
i return to near-snooze, a sedative or 2 later, then, i toss & turn. then i hafta look into my tub situation-- seeing as to how i now hafta check into that, to see if i took its drain is in order. i already knew that was. then i hafta see if my cell's ring-tone is on, loudly enough. not toooooo loud, tho. then i look @ my other phone, to see that its ring-tone is not on, so as to avoid others calling me.
then i fret if tig & bab have enough treats & 'at. so i look & see.
i see why i imbibe so often.
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