Angelface
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Before I get into this, I don't want any harsh criticism or snarky remarks please. Not saying I think anyone here would, but I just kindly want to ask this. Anyways on to the topic of what this thread is about...
Has anyone here heard of the Oregon bus crash that killed nine back in December? Well I was out hiking in the area of the crash with my fiance and his friends a few days after this happened. Now keep in mind please that I had no idea we where in the area it happened or did we have any objective of finding it. But while in the area we came across a road that lead to the scene. Curiosity got the better of a member of our group and he persuaded my fiance to go with him to get a better look the scene and see how and what happened. Not wanting to be left alone in the woods (I have a thing about that) I went with him. What a horrible mistake this was.
Upon arriving at the scene there was still a big portion of the bus left behind. Even worse on the ground was blood among what seemed to be human remains. Not like bodies, but more less flesh and other small parts. I instantly freaked out and felt an overwhelming sense of nausea and weakness and told my fiance that I wanted to leave right away!!!
We did and came home that night and since then I told myself not think about it and just continue with life. However, this isn't happening as I have had a really disruptive sleep pattern. What's worse is the often nightmares I have been having as well. The sight of raw meats or certain foods gets to me more than I think it should and I have avoided a lot of things in my diet. Why is this? Why is this getting to me like this? How do I just get over what I just seen for such a brief moment. Any help on this would be very very much appreciated!!! I just really want to move on from it!!!
Has anyone here heard of the Oregon bus crash that killed nine back in December? Well I was out hiking in the area of the crash with my fiance and his friends a few days after this happened. Now keep in mind please that I had no idea we where in the area it happened or did we have any objective of finding it. But while in the area we came across a road that lead to the scene. Curiosity got the better of a member of our group and he persuaded my fiance to go with him to get a better look the scene and see how and what happened. Not wanting to be left alone in the woods (I have a thing about that) I went with him. What a horrible mistake this was.
Upon arriving at the scene there was still a big portion of the bus left behind. Even worse on the ground was blood among what seemed to be human remains. Not like bodies, but more less flesh and other small parts. I instantly freaked out and felt an overwhelming sense of nausea and weakness and told my fiance that I wanted to leave right away!!!
We did and came home that night and since then I told myself not think about it and just continue with life. However, this isn't happening as I have had a really disruptive sleep pattern. What's worse is the often nightmares I have been having as well. The sight of raw meats or certain foods gets to me more than I think it should and I have avoided a lot of things in my diet. Why is this? Why is this getting to me like this? How do I just get over what I just seen for such a brief moment. Any help on this would be very very much appreciated!!! I just really want to move on from it!!!