could pretend that you don't weep
when inside you know so well
how when u keep these sorrows in
a quell is a mere quell.
things you would not choose to keep within-
they're tearing at your soul.
cannot look Him in the eyes, &
says there was no toll.
yet you'll lift your chin & look away
tho you know your chest is aching
paste on a paste-on grin
& try & quell that inner-shaking.
try & try; supress it all
lift your chin & hide the pain
when really 'at isn't you at all.
if u ignore & you disain.
say you've lived a life of nothing
& you've tried to play 'pretend'
we know that u've supressed so much-
that hidden fear.......
that means nothing in the end
you try & put it in a box named,
'all my hidden pain.'
put that as a lullyabye in ur mind.
that place we call, disdain.'
someone may well find those fears.
may use them for thier gain.
if you have a fear,
tucked away inside
sadly, in this day & time
u can merely say u tried.
you gave your mind,
a heart, a brain.......
u gave the ur to Him.
your soul.
eventually we say good-bye.
yet learn so from the toll.
-written by a.b./aka luvs
from my heart/mind/soul/thoughts
when inside you know so well
how when u keep these sorrows in
a quell is a mere quell.
things you would not choose to keep within-
they're tearing at your soul.
cannot look Him in the eyes, &
says there was no toll.
yet you'll lift your chin & look away
tho you know your chest is aching
paste on a paste-on grin
& try & quell that inner-shaking.
try & try; supress it all
lift your chin & hide the pain
when really 'at isn't you at all.
if u ignore & you disain.
say you've lived a life of nothing
& you've tried to play 'pretend'
we know that u've supressed so much-
that hidden fear.......
that means nothing in the end
you try & put it in a box named,
'all my hidden pain.'
put that as a lullyabye in ur mind.
that place we call, disdain.'
someone may well find those fears.
may use them for thier gain.
if you have a fear,
tucked away inside
sadly, in this day & time
u can merely say u tried.
you gave your mind,
a heart, a brain.......
u gave the ur to Him.
your soul.
eventually we say good-bye.
yet learn so from the toll.
-written by a.b./aka luvs
from my heart/mind/soul/thoughts