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the awakening

the awakening

time it passes, oh so slow

the pain inside me you'll never know

the thoughts are strong, the thoughts are there

much too dark for me to share

i look distant, i look pail

my life is such an unhappy tale

i want to end it

i want to die

i want to suffer

i wonder why

i keep holding back

not letting go

but the fear and the thoughts

they are starting to show

my face does not look right

i'm starting to scream

i'm shaking like crazy

what does this mean?

a life it's so broken

shattered like glass

the future's not real

and the pain is the past

when will it end,

when can i break free?

when will this torment, be over for me

but a sudden change.. what happened there?

happy thoughts taking the place of despair

a will to survive

a will to live

a will to mend

and a will to forgive

it happens so fast

like trains on a track

1 moment it's forward,

next moment, it's back

the emotions run freely

up, and then down

1 minit, i'm flying

next, on the ground

when i'm down i'm so useless

pathetic and weak

no energy to move

no energy to speak

but when i'm up it's so diffrent

bad thoughts being taken

now's the time to relive,

the time to awaken
 
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