sports850
Member
Dear Abby (and everyone else) ,
I just want to check on something that is troubling me , I see it as being completely and utterly nuts , innapropriate , immoral and dangerous but want to check I am not biased as I'm not exactly seeing things clearly at present . I have been seperated from my wife for a couple of months , things are fairly friendly at present , not much agro or blame (main problem was 4 1/2 years of my wife suffering severe post natal depression and an unrelated anxiety disorder . I'm mentioning that as I think it is relevent to this problem) . Earlier this week my (ex)wife sent an email discussing a couple of things I had raised recently (agreed with some , argued with others) and then said
As far as I am concerned there is no way in hell I will help create another child if I can't be there for it , I am having enough trouble coping with being away from my sons (2 years and 4 years old) as it is without creating another child . There is the moral argument , the fact that we are seperated with no prospect of reconciliation and the fact that she didn't cope with the other two boys as babies while I was there as a 24 hour carer (first 4 or 5 months of both boys life I survived on 4 or 5 hours sleep a night while she had 12 plus) . I simply can't believe she could even suggest such a thing .
Please , honestly , am I right in making a stand on this and refusing all contact while this is on the table or am I just too close to things and confused at the moment ?
I just want to check on something that is troubling me , I see it as being completely and utterly nuts , innapropriate , immoral and dangerous but want to check I am not biased as I'm not exactly seeing things clearly at present . I have been seperated from my wife for a couple of months , things are fairly friendly at present , not much agro or blame (main problem was 4 1/2 years of my wife suffering severe post natal depression and an unrelated anxiety disorder . I'm mentioning that as I think it is relevent to this problem) . Earlier this week my (ex)wife sent an email discussing a couple of things I had raised recently (agreed with some , argued with others) and then said
I would still love to try for another child even though we are separated. I have always wanted more and you are a good father. My fibroid symptoms are worsening and my cycle changing so I know I only have a few months where it will be possible to have any hope.
As far as I am concerned there is no way in hell I will help create another child if I can't be there for it , I am having enough trouble coping with being away from my sons (2 years and 4 years old) as it is without creating another child . There is the moral argument , the fact that we are seperated with no prospect of reconciliation and the fact that she didn't cope with the other two boys as babies while I was there as a 24 hour carer (first 4 or 5 months of both boys life I survived on 4 or 5 hours sleep a night while she had 12 plus) . I simply can't believe she could even suggest such a thing .
Please , honestly , am I right in making a stand on this and refusing all contact while this is on the table or am I just too close to things and confused at the moment ?