Have you ever?

Have you ever just wanted to break down and cry?
To just go to sleep and hope you die?
Have you ever realized you can never be
The perfect child that your parents see?
Or maybe your just like me, your wont tell a soul
About the emptiness inside you like a gaping wounded hole..
Have you ever thought you were out of place?
You look in the mirror and shudder at the sight of your face?
Have you ever imagined that alcohol was your friend?
And one more glass would make the hurting end?
Or maybe your just like me, it hurts to tell
If only you could see me... If only you knew me well...